February 3, 2010



Sometimes I feel like the waiting, wanting, and decisions are too much to handle.

I don’t want to wait anymore.

I don’t want this feeling of “wanting” to consume my every thought anymore.

I don’t want to make anymore big decisions.

I don’t want to put my life on hold anymore, waiting for a positive test to direct my next steps.

I don’t want to see anymore pregnant women.

I don't want to be so jealous and angry when I hear pregnancy announcements anymore.

I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I want to escape with my husband, and come back to our old “perfect” lives.


Jenni said...

aw bailey, it does pass. i had all those exact same thoughts three years ago... and now look at us! we're a house full of crazy clarks! stay hopeful and remember that it's all worth the wait!

Anonymous said...

It's hard. You're not alone.

Thinking of you,