September 16, 2009

a video to sum up my feelings from the past few weeks

I would say this pretty much sums up my feelings right now. This is a very cool video, enjoy.



Lyrics:

Jenny was my best friend.
Went away one summer.
Came back with a secret
She just couldn't keep.
A child inside her,
Was just too much for her
So she cried herself to sleep.

And she made a decision
Some find hard to accept.
To young to know that one day
She might live to regret.

But I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that she had.
I would die for that.

I've been given so much,
A husband that I love.
So why do I feel incomplete?
With every test and checkup
We're told not to give up.
He wonders if it's him.
And I wonder if it's me.

All I want is a family,
Like everyone else I see.
And I won't understand it
If it's not meant to be.

Cause I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that they have.
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
For that kind of love,
What I'd give up!
I would die for that.

Sometimes it's hard to conceive,
With all that I've got,
And all I've achieved,
What I want most
Before my time is gone,
Is to hear the words
"I love you, Mom."

I would die for that.
Just to have once chance
To hold in my hands
What so many have
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
How I would love
What some give up.
I would die ...
I would die for that.

4 comments:

Staci said...

this is the video I posted when we were going through everything!! it is seriously the song that gave me the most comfort and got me through some very tough times...it's beautiful huh?

Anne said...

wow...I can't stop crying

Stephanie said...

Hi Bailey...
I "happened" onto your website via Becky Bartlett's & the song you posted is so beautiful & so sad all at once. I can empathize a bit with you as my first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage, and I can still remember how my heart ached for a baby! Everything in the media shows kids who are abused, ignored, and worse - and the world just doesn't seem fair. Please know God's will is perfect, even if it doesn't seem or feel like it right now. Also know you have people you don't even know who are praying for you and your husband to receive the blessing of a little one, in His perfect way and in His divine timing. Your blog is beautiful - thanks for sharing so openly and honestly!
Stephanie

Mrs. Hammer said...

{{HUGS}} the lyrics are so true. Hang in there. IF can steal our innocence but it can never take away our hope and faith that God will get us through even this trial.