Anymore
Sometimes I feel like the waiting, wanting, and decisions are too much to handle.
I don’t want to wait anymore.
I don’t want this feeling of “wanting” to consume my every thought anymore.
I don’t want to make anymore big decisions.
I don’t want to put my life on hold anymore, waiting for a positive test to direct my next steps.
I don’t want to see anymore pregnant women.
I don't want to be so jealous and angry when I hear pregnancy announcements anymore.
I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I want to escape with my husband, and come back to our old “perfect” lives.
A neglected blog following our life as a family of four, and offering hope as we document our struggles with infertility.
aw bailey, it does pass. i had all those exact same thoughts three years ago... and now look at us! we're a house full of crazy clarks! stay hopeful and remember that it's all worth the wait!
ReplyDeleteIt's hard. You're not alone.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you,
Molly
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